... having a rought time of things lately. And the pills aren't doing anything other than make me dizzy and high. I think they're making me even more depressed. I'm sad and I feel isolated and alone all the time and I have occasional bursts of extreme anger that so far I've done a great job of keeping inside myself.
Having Nerf fights and drinking canadian beer and playing numerous hours of Guitar Hero helped get my mind on things. But now that I'm back I know I should get in the new year spirit and try to see things differently and in a fresh new light. But nothing's different. Everything's the same. Tomorrow I'm going to go to work and bust my ass and the only people who will care will be the kids at storytime who laugh at me.
This is usually where I try to end the post with some funny ending. But I can't really think of anything. My shoulders feel like they're on fire and I'm losing my voice. That sucks.