I know that it's a "group effort" and not one person is responsible, but when the numbers are low then who is to blame? Me. And when the numbers are high, like they are now, then apparently THAT'S WHEN they say "It was EVERYBODY! It was a group effort. It was ..." everything BUT me, you know? But everybody who works under me has just continued doing what they always do. They haven't busted their asses trying to get these numbers up.
All I want is a little credit. I work hard. My numbers are great, through the roof, and I have worked hard to get those numbers that way. Apparently under our new regime it's TOO MUCH to ask for a little positive recognition.
I can't sleep. It's horrible.