... it is 2:43 am and I am currently drinking either beer 6 or 7 of the night. Or maybe 8. I'm not so sure. I do know that it's 2:44 am and that at 2:00 am every weekday they show a rerun of one of my favorite shows Reno 911 on channel 31, so there's an awesome tip for those of you who are insomniacs.
Okay. On fifth glance, the beer I just opened up may very well be either my 7th or 8th beer. either way I do not care, I have so much going on in my life that I don't care less how many beers I drink. Okay. So here's the thing ... since November 4th, I've been carrying a secret that has been burning my insides. It's so heavy and so painful and so personal that I can't just waltz to work and share it with you. I want to share my life with you. I want you to know who I am. But I can't just tell you. I can't. We have to go out. We have to be alone. Maybe with beer. This secret I'm hiding, it's way too big for one person. I want you to know and I want to tell you. I really do. But it's big. It's very big.
I'm looking to tell people my secret. I want to share this with people. Just let me know that you want to know and I'll tell you. I want to feel better and this is the first step.
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I'm sorry all of this is still eating at you, Steve.;_;
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